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Can you identify one particular moment or experience in your life ......? |
that changed you or your thinking for ever ...? Yes, It was 1998, I had been running a business for 7 years 7 days a week 12 hours a day. I was depressed. I had nothing in my life for myself. Only material things. And in one month I sold all and flew. Flew to Kashmir, and to see people that had war for 50 years , alot of the time no work, no food, but yet had the biggest smiles and hospitality and peacefulness that I had never experienced in my life. I found peace in the middle of war in a very humble people. I stayed for 3 years volunteering to teach English. And I changed , my political thinking , my soul, my heart, everything about me changed...forever! Peace! Yes, when I was told that my mom was dying. I was in 6th grade. The assassination of Robert Kennedy. It was the third blow after JFK and MLK, and I look at that as the time I lost my youthful hopefulness and trust. You may call me crazy ... but there was a moment in my life when I got in touch with my Guardian Angel ... I actually FELT his presence with me ... from that moment on I feel blessed all the time ... since then I'm trying to be a better person so my Angel won't be disappointed in me ... I think when we decided to leave lebanon and live in another country. I had to adapt quickly to a different life. Well, let me see.... yes, i always live in the clouds, and one day when my 1st born was a few weeks old she was crying for hours, and i felt stuffed, i was so annoyed, i didnt feel young anymore, and i just remember saying out loud, ''BEING A MUM IS NOT FUN'' No, but I know that I am a work in progress. when I met people from other religions andrealized they are not "alliens" or "monsters".. war has made us so fanatic and narrow minded!!! (our parents shall I say).. There was a time where i thought my cousins were the best and i could trust them and all that,but when it came to experience with them,i know from then i should never ever trust anyone in my life except my family!! When my aunt was killed in an auto accident, we were very close, her daughters were like my sisters, I had a sadness with them for years after, and it made me realize that everything I do can affect many people, not just one or not just me, but whole families can be affected by my actions. It helps me to think before I do something crazy. The moment I knew I'm at last graduated, I then had the intention to do my best in practical life to achieve my dreams. I agree with Webby, I麓m being changed by the minute, being molded by new experiences all the time but certainly the day I asked Jesus in my heart started a new life for me. Then when our daughter was born I realized my life would never again be exactly just mine ... I now would be eternally responsible for that new being that God had trusted me with and so it is ... being a mother is living your life and your children麓s lives. |
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